Value my life 

•February 12, 2017 • Leave a Comment

I was woundering to myself how do I value my own life. What are the things that I judge myself by, and who. Does it make my life small and meanless that I have no awards, medals or fancy titles. We seem to live in a World that aspires to have such things and that sometimes makes me feel small and sad. 

But I have climb mountains, I just have not told you what mountains I have climb. My proudness lays inside like a quite voice. 

So what do I value friendship truth and my own unique freedom and the beautiful body that holds my soul. 

That’s a good place to start x

Being kind 

•January 31, 2017 • Leave a Comment

I have desided to try and be kinder to myself, its so easy being kind to others, but to myself sadly I am too tuff even harsh. So I am now going be kind to Suzanne,  I have even started writening it on my hand as remider.  I am hoping this will be inpowering,  but also more loveing to myself x

I wounder 

•January 29, 2017 • Leave a Comment

I find myself woundering about many things,  my artwork my life what is going in the world.  Do I jump into the chaos how loud should I shout or where shall I stand. I feel like at times I need to be still and quite, for in that space I find the right way for me. But when I have doubts I put on my lipstick and smile at the world x

I chooes to be a unicorn 

•January 12, 2017 • Leave a Comment

I wounder sometimes what my fears are about,  sometimes I know sometimes I do not. But what I have learnt about myself is that if I have them I will face them. Its like my own fears keep me in a prisoner, safe, little and scared. So I have learnt over time that fears give me strenght and wisdom. We can all shine in are own way, my is learning to be like a unicorn, and thats amazing.

Looking for a publisher 

•November 23, 2016 • Leave a Comment

Its always delightful starting something new, it can also be a little scary. I never know were it will take me or to be honest were I will end up.

But the adventure I have just been on is the creation of a childrens book, who know whats out they now for me now. Its a fun sparkly book. And thoes who know me would expect nothing less. 

Now I have finish I am looking for a publisher 

Watch out World Zantypantyfantynellas ready to play x

Posh Pawnbrokers 

•October 1, 2016 • Leave a Comment

You never know what is going to happen when you take a risk. Something might happen something might not. But I have done it never the less,  I have recently had an experiences with channel 4 Posh Pawnbrokers it was great fun. I didn’t sell my unicorns but the show is now out and will be shown in America soon also in other countries around the world.  So watch this space Elton John might be watching x

I have dark days 

•September 24, 2016 • 2 Comments

Over the last few day I have been dealing with my grief for my lovely dad. He is still with me but has dementia. I am slowly losing him. The man that has held my hand in such dark times and helped me find my light. He is still holding my hand and still trying to help and comfort me as we both go on this journey together. I can tell you now it is heart breaking. I am at a loss sometimes as to how to deal with it. I have come to the conclusion to try to be in the moment as much as possible even if it is painful. And enjoy the laughter when it comes. Which it always does x

Reaching for the stars 

•September 21, 2016 • Leave a Comment

I often read a speech by Nelson Mandela it’s about hiding ones light. Are greats fears or my own fears, of Shinning brightly or heading for the stars.

I have begun my journey to the stars, not really sure how it will end up but I know I can’t thrive without this journey.

It’s not in my nature. And I need to stretch.

Scary yes fighting always.

I just don’t know how to stay little x

How bright the moon 

•September 16, 2016 • Leave a Comment

So many things are changing in my life at the moment. It’s like I am again been pushed out of my comfort zone. But what I am finding as I watch the full moon rise in the night sky tonight. is that I need to be out of this space. Maybe not all at once but life needs to change. Somedays it’s little step and other days I just jump x

It must be love 

•August 18, 2016 • Leave a Comment

My resent purchase of a unicorn balloon gave me a lot of fun and laughter. I had an evening full of giggles and joy. I find that the simplest of things sometimes give me such great pleasure. Unicorns seem to be my own brand of prozac.