I sat still untill moss covered me
In my grief I was quite
And still
Like a great bolder on the land
Did I long to roll
I did not move
The wind wrapped itself around me
The rain lashed my body
I hear the sweet song of birds
I could not move
My grief was too mighty
It would take me out to far shores
Unknown beaches
Unknown worlds
I lay on the land in my sadness
Birds came to call
Birds sat and sang
The moss covered me
My grief was too mighty
I feel I am a lucky woman, but I have wounder what beautiful would feel like. It’s so easy to see it in the world around me. In child flower tree and ageded smile. How do I see it in myself it a stange path I have desided to travel in this life time.
What is beauty, maybe its just in my heart, my eyes see it So well. In just that its a blessing. Whats is it like to be a woman today.
Event full
Looking for adventure
I feel I am in need of the new, not sure what new things I need in my life, but I need some changes. I wonder if its how I look at my own life or even see how my own life is. But I would like to change and change I will seek.
Maybe I could see if the Universe has anything for me and I could surrender for a change
Now that would be a change x
I was woundering to myself how do I value my own life. What are the things that I judge myself by, and who. Does it make my life small and meanless that I have no awards, medals or fancy titles. We seem to live in a World that aspires to have such things and that sometimes makes me feel small and sad.
But I have climb mountains, I just have not told you what mountains I have climb. My proudness lays inside like a quite voice.
So what do I value friendship truth and my own unique freedom and the beautiful body that holds my soul.
That’s a good place to start x
I have desided to try and be kinder to myself, its so easy being kind to others, but to myself sadly I am too tuff even harsh. So I am now going be kind to Suzanne, I have even started writening it on my hand as remider. I am hoping this will be inpowering, but also more loveing to myself x
I find myself woundering about many things, my artwork my life what is going in the world. Do I jump into the chaos how loud should I shout or where shall I stand. I feel like at times I need to be still and quite, for in that space I find the right way for me. But when I have doubts I put on my lipstick and smile at the world x
I wounder sometimes what my fears are about, sometimes I know sometimes I do not. But what I have learnt about myself is that if I have them I will face them. Its like my own fears keep me in a prisoner, safe, little and scared. So I have learnt over time that fears give me strenght and wisdom. We can all shine in are own way, my is learning to be like a unicorn, and thats amazing.
